Why Are You Like This?!

is the eighth episode of 4-Sided Dive, discussing up to with guests Taliesin Jaffe, Matthew Mercer, Marisha Ray, and Sam Riegel. After the break, they played Hand to Hand Wombat.

What the fuck is up with that?
The return of Vox Machina!
 * Matt played everyone except Scanlan, Grog, and Vax.
 * Sam comments that Percy was "a bit of a dick", to which Taliesin replies that he always was, even when he was younger. Sam thought Vex might loosen Percy up, but Matt points out that Percy still has a lot on his mind - the governance of Whitestone, his own traumatic past, current events, the spread of guns, and the distribution of residuum.
 * Taliesin mentions that Percy has chilled out, but Marisha argues that he brought most of the Pale Guard and Rifle Corps. Sam then defends Percy, noting that Percy has reason to mistrust any reference to Delilah. Matt confirms that had Vex and Pike not stood up for the resurrection, Percy would not have helped, but would have let Bells Hells go.
 * Matt has been somewhat stressed - ever since Marisha and Liam created Laudna and Orym respectively, with their strong ties to Vox Machina, he has wondered if Vox Machina would show up and in some ways hoped they wouldn't, at least not until later in the campaign, and then suddenly had to play four of them in an episode.
 * In general, Whitestone is justifiably paranoid. Matt talked to Taliesin before playing Percy to get some information on how he thought Percy would have decorated his office. Marisha asks about Percy's cane, which Taliesin does not answer. In general, Matt tried to get feedback from the players on how their Vox Machina characters might have changed in the past 30 years in-game.
 * Everyone notes that while there was some call for them to play both their Vox Machina and Bells Hells characters, it would have been a conflict of interest for Bells Hells' story, plus it would have been confusing, so while everyone had input, they did not play the characters.
 * Marisha asks why Keyleth and Percy's conversation seemed a bit cold, and Matt points out that the two, while long-time friends, do often find themselves at odds, and they are also both very busy people.
 * Sam asks if they're having an affair. Everyone else denies it, and Marisha and Taliesin joke that there's no way this could happen without Vex's approval and, most likely, instigation.
 * Matt also notes that it would make sense for Keyleth to leave due to her duties, and that he admittedly did not want to juggle even more members than the three he played for most of the episodes in Whitestone. Everyone then makes some Keyfish jokes.
 * Matt discusses that he's long wanted to have previous characters show up in a world with multiple subsequent campaigns, but it's important that Bells Hells make their own way through the world and fight their own battles.
 * Everyone likes how Matt played Pike. Matt notes that Vex was only as generous as she was because she realized Laudna was her effigy. Marisha points out that Laudna did not realize she had been intended to look like Vex.
 * The cast likes that they got to see Gwendolyn de Rolo.

So how was Whitestone and traveling back to an old town from the old campaign?
 * Fearne talking to the Sun Tree and the Sun Tree being mostly unchanged was extremely fun.
 * Sam asks about the rifles and technology in general in Whitestone; Taliesin replies that anything particularly advanced is kept secret and would not be for regular use.
 * Circling back to Gwendolyn, Percy sees a lot of his own qualities in her and is trying to encourage her to use them in a productive and healthy way - much as Percy might have had his life gone more smoothly. There are several comparisons of Percy to Batman.

Moving into Laudna's "Darkstone"
 * The switch from Laudna being called "Matilda" in her memories to being called Laudna was supposed to signify that "Darkstone" was starting to crumble and Delilah was struggling to maintain it.
 * Laudna was born Matilda Bradbury, and changed her name to Laudna some time after her first death, when she had been on her own and isolated for a while. It came from something she came across in her travels, which Marisha is leaving for later discovery!
 * Sam asks if Laudna is immortal (Hollow Ones do live indefinitely, though as we've seen they can be killed) and it comes out that between Keyleth's Timeless Body (high level druids age a year for every ten years), Beau's Timeless Body (high level monks age and live a normal lifespan, but do not experience physical detriments from aging) and Laudna, all of Marisha's characters age very slowly or do not age. The cast jokes about this.
 * Everyone likes that this campaign has had a lot of journeys into people's minds or consciousnesses, and enjoyed the trip into "Darkstone".
 * As they discuss this, Dani lets them know that everyone at the table just before they left "Darkstone" were people who were either kidnapped or killed by the Iron Shepherds: Marisha, as Laudna, was offstage, and as they went to 0 HP in the fight against Delilah, Sam (as Fresh Cut Grass and Liam (as Orym) joined her. As they had respectively played Beau, Veth, and Caleb in Campaign 2, they were the only ones of the original Mighty Nein line up who escaped the Iron Shepherds.
 * Marisha adds that it was pretty nice watching from offstage, and she made herself comfortable. Sam expresses some jealousy, which leads to a digression about how FCG can definitively be resurrected if he dies because he is confirmed to have a soul now.

Fighting Delilah...again
 * The actual creature was called The Shade of Delilah Briarwood, and was meant to reflect that it's unclear where she is on the boundary of life and death, but that her powers are diminished.
 * Pike said there was a chance that Delilah could be gone forever, and Matt rolled and knows the outcome, but that is secret information to be played out in the campaign. Marisha has asked Matt, but he is not telling the cast until it comes up in-game.
 * This turns into a digression about how Travis often asks about lore, and how Matt sometimes will deliberately mislead him to throw him off.
 * Marisha wonders if she'll still have her powers without Delilah, and Matt points out that she was able to bring Pâté de Rolo to life with Find Familiar after her resurrection. The cast discusses Pact of the Chain's mechanics.

'''We were all impressed by Matt's one man show doing every Vox Machina character. If each of you had to do a one man show of something, be it book, movie, TV show, what would it be and why?'''
 * Sam is not sure because there's only a few things he's seen enough to be able to do a one man show of. Many of them are from when he worked on a cruise ship as a teenager and saw the same few movies repeatedly. He thinks that probably the most likely candidate is Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, or possibly Spacecamp.
 * Taliesin is also unsure because many of his film picks are too weird.
 * Marisha thinks she could do Popeye, which Matt points out would be an interesting challenge because it has a huge cast that talks over each other.

The Tower of Inquiry: Round 1
'''calypsolucia on Twitter: Did you all have 1:1s/2:1s with Matt before the game started like you did with Campaign 2? If so how did they go?''' — pulled by Marisha

unsnopable on Twitter: What's your favorite one-on-one roleplay moment with your character so far this campaign? — pulled by Sam

The Deep Dive
'''Matt: How did the skill check system work for Laudna's mind? Were the successes/failures weighed differently depending on the moment?'''

'''Taliesin: What was it like to argue with Percy as Ashton? Is there anything else you wished you could have said to him or that you expected Percy to say to Ashton?'''

'''Sam: Your Vox Machina character, Scanlan, did not show up in Whitestone. What do you imagine Scanlan's reaction to Laudna would have been and where do you think he is right now?'''

'''Marisha: Did you give Matt any stipulations for Laudna's resurrection ritual? Was there anything the players could have done that would have resulted in a more or less favorable outcome for Laudna's soul?'''

'''Matt: What inspired Lord Eshteross to bequeath the skyship to Bells Hells? Did he believe they would have more use for it than the textile company?'''

'''Taliesin: How does Ashton feel about the Hishari popping back up? Is this a curiosity that has long sat unsated or has he pushed away this vague memory of his parents?'''

'''Sam: Pike has confirmed that FCG has a soul! How does this make FCG feel, particularly in regards to their perspective about their life? He seemed a bit displeased with the discovery initially.'''

'''Marisha: How does Laudna feel about her friends having fought Delilah for her? Does Laudna believe Delilah is gone and if so, how does she feel about that?'''

The Tower of Inquiry: Round 2
shibaface on Twitter: What moment from the campaign has had the greatest impact on your character so far? — pulled by Taliesin

lowrilly on Twitter: Choose any 2 characters you've played and imagine they are stuck in an elevator together: how would that interaction play out? — pulled by Matt

'''merethemermaid on Twitter: There have been some wild Natural 20s throughout the campaign so far, and almost every time this happens I always hear "Take a picture of that shit!" My question is, what is the most memorable Nat 20s you've rolled so far this campaign, and do you "have a picture of that shit?"''' — pulled by Sam

Deep Dive during the game
Marisha, Taliesin, and Matt read and answered these first three questions simultaneously.

Marisha: How does Laudna feel about coming back to life for a second time and seeing Whitestone in such a state of growth and healing?

'''Taliesin: A bit more detail has been revealed in regards to Ashton's chronic pain. How long have their carried this pain and how do they balance it with their incredible strength?'''

'''Matt: Rest in Peace, Lord Ariks Eshteross. What was it like to kill off this beloved character, in a way that ensured that Bells Hells couldn't help him? Was there a chance he could have survived?'''

Sam: What has it like for FCG, the therapist, to truly experience someone else's trauma via both Ashton and Laudna?

'''Matt: What were the entities that existed in the shadow Whitestone? The spirits of the boy and Laudna's parents?'''

'''Sam: FCG seems to have caught the attention of the Changebringer. How does FCG feel about this connection and what was it like to chat with the priest in the Horizon Temple?'''

'''Marisha: Pâté lives! How does Pact of the Chain impact Laudna and what is it like for her to see her oldest friend come to life?'''

'''Taliesin: What was it like to have Imogen and FCG in Ashton's head? Did you know that his mind could trap them within? How much is Ashton aware of the literal infinity within their mind?'''

Sam: What as the thought process behind using the Compulsion spell during Laudna's resurrection ritual?

'''Taliesin: What was it like to return to Whitestone and see how it's grown over the years? Was there a specific moment that stood out to you?'''

Trivia

 * The drink special on the chalkboard during the Twitch countdown was "Vodka? *shrug*"
 * Omar was present during the episode with his Go Pro Omar Cam.